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Shaoer's Diary BenBenI miss my friends, my parents, you all! 2/25/2007 美丽天使 不见了the beautiful angel disappeared很多博客，不知道该用哪个，看的人多了，不敢写一些东西，没人看吧，就觉得空空的写了也没人看看
想在这里发篇日志，但是还想跟大家分享这首歌，最近发生了很多事，到现在，算是结束了。每经历一些这样不顺心的事情，人都会长大，所以我也不抱怨，什么情况都有不同的生活方式。
still wanna share this song with you guys.a lot of thing happened these days.up to now, it has come to an end. i know, whenever experience some bad things or troubles, we'll grow up more. so i don't wanna complain anything, in whatever conditions, we'll find out a way to survive.
someone told me it's hard to learn to tolerate.i never thought about it lately since i was so angry.
dono what to say
i'll try to tranlate this song
kind of represent how i feel
许飞-那年夏天 the only summer
长大以后 growing up 现在的我忘记了快乐 now, happiness has escaped from me 现在的我常常会寂寞 now, i'm feeling lonely all the time 偶尔缱绻 星星闪烁 stars are still shining 剩最亮一颗 with the last one that is the most beautiful one 往事如风 yesterday has passed, like the wind passes 划过夜空 it flies, through the dark sky among some lights 你的歌 i still remember your song 跳动音符 the fliping note 熟悉旋律谁来和 no one is coming to play this old song 长大以后 growing up 现在的我 now, happiness has escaped from me 忘记了快乐 人来人去 friends come and leave 留在身边 just a few 的朋友不多 is staying with me 那些天真 the naive 纯纯的笑 pure smile 哪去了 has dissappeared 洁白翅膀 with the beautiful and pure wings 美丽天使不见了 t the beautiful angel has disappeared 美丽天使 the pure angel 不见了 disappeared 曾经以为 long time ago,i thought 世界很美 the world is like the fairy 没人流眼泪 no one has tears 吹熄蜡烛 puffing out the candles 许的心愿 my dream 全都会实现 will come true 原来的我 in the past, 怀念从前 i liked yearning 是因为太留恋 cause i prefered to enjoy 懵懂的岁月中 these ignorent years 只收藏了简单的想念 in which i just collected some yearn towards 我愿相信 i'd love to believe 时间倒退 time would go backward 记忆的最美 and the most beautiful thing is just in our memories 合起双手 闭上双眼 close your eyes 再许下心愿 and make another wish 在某一天 some day in the future 回到从前 i'll go to the past 让他们都出现 to let them all come out 当他们没改变 when they are not changed yet 让时钟停在那年的夏天 and make the time stop at that summer 2/17/2007 又换地方了11/22/2006 I guess I've gone too far~I'm now still in the course ENGL 1301 and HIST 1301, but I didn't really study these days becasue everyone is considering about courses of next semaster.
I've registered Calculous, American Governemnt, General Phsics, Economics, Physical Education and HIST 1302 for spring, and ENGL 1302 for winter.
It seems it's too much. i registered seven here, but one of them is for winter and the other six is with P.E. class. PE is not really counted as a class for me. and if i don't take that PE class, i might just sleep during that time.
the physics's instrutor is a Chinese i guess cause his last name is Li.
i think i've considered too much on what to take next semaster.
i'm still in two courses.
i should do my best on these.
try to get A. 11/11/2006 Don't wanna hate! it's my faultwhy i haven't felt the painfulness from the lonely and boring life???
i hate my life now
i hate that i hate people around me.it's not their fault sometimes.i still remember that saying,you never understand a person unless you see things from his point of view.
so i cannot blame anyone, though they are just so weird,so selfish,so juvenile,though they too hate me.
失去一种想念，得到一种幸福 i hate it! i hate this saying!
i don't wanna lose my memories in the college in Beijing,and rollerblade,and dancing, and tabletennis
though they'll never come back to me again
but i'll try to catch them, i'll try to keep them in my life
即使跌落谷底，人生也不会结束 i should have seen this earlier cause it seems i feel i'm at the bottom all the time :)
i love this one!
11/3/2006 Chinese Blog MovedI set up a new blog at http://shaozi66.blog.com.cn, welcome to my new home
It just belongs to a small website, but I like it very much!
I'll of course keep this space
I'll write some English blogs here and post my pictures here
Love you all!
10/27/2006 HISTORY is difficultI’m so happy that I passed level 4, but now I have more problems. Not only are the study problems, but also some others. And studying became a big issue for me now as the history class is very difficult. I have a lot of vocabularies to remember, or I’m not able to read the book. There are just too much to read for each chapter. Here is the summary for chapter 1. Remember, it is only for chapter 1! http://wps.ablongman.com/long_divine_app_7/0,9093,1328855-,00.html We have sixteen chps for this two-month-quarter. I mean, class. 10/1/2006 Journal 6I listened to the speech. It was quite effective. His dream of course has come true. I don’t have that strong feeling because I don’t live in that time and I was not suffering from that problem. When I listened to it, I’m very excited because of his exciting intonation and the applause from the listeners. I was very excited and I felt what he said was quite right, but I couldn’t consider it enough organized. Of course, I admit the speech is more powerful than the essay. I hope one day I can be a good speaker like him. He used his own children as example. I think the most important point why this speech is so famous is that it spoke out the feeling of all people that were listening to him. It was a right time, a right situation, a right background to speak that out. It also needed bravery because a lot of white people at that time, especially owners of the farm in the south United States, were against this point. They thought they still needed negroes to work for them. first essayJennifer Wang D． Durbin Composition level4 Sep.4th 2006 Father’s Love In the Chinese culture, we don’t usually say “I love you” to each other, especially to very close relatives, like a father. Although I never heard him say “I love you” to me, I know he loves me a lot through a lot of details that I realize now, but I didn’t see them when I experienced them.
In my childhood, I depended on my father a lot because my mom was always very busy working. When we three went out for a trip, I always sat on his shoulders when I felt tired or I couldn’t see something in the crowd. On his shoulders, I felt my dad was really great and dependable for me forever. At that time, I first saw a white hair among the black, which I didn’t realize what it meant. When I started kindergarten, he began to take me on his bicycle to school until I was in grade four in the elementary school. Every day, he took me to school and then went back to work and came back to pick me up in the afternoon when school finished. He kept doing this for more than seven years, but I didn’t realize how long it was as I was too young to understand. In a long period of time during these years, he brought me some food every day when he came to pick me up because I always felt hungry at the time school finished so that I could eat on his bicycle on the way back home which was a forty minutes ride. I remember once I got angry because he forgot to bring me any food. We argued about that on the whole way back. The first time I realized I might love this person was when I was in a summer camp. I didn’t feel alone but it was my first time living without him. It was when I called him on the phone that I couldn’t help crying when heard his voice. I really didn’t understand why I cried as I started to show I was an independent girl long before that. I realized that I was so dependent on him and that I loved him so much. I could live independently, but I couldn’t live without him.
When I became a teenager, I did something that worried him a lot. During a long period of time in senior two, I hung around outside late every day as I knew my parents wouldn’t be back early on certain days. But they found out that I had not been home until eight in the evening. I don’t remember how they figured that out. They just criticized me seriously, didn’t shout, but made me feel very guilty. Dad stopped taking the class that he had been taking for a long time on shares so that he could come back at a normal time to watch me. I knew it was because he didn’t want me to be in danger. I knew he started to worry me more when I was in senior three that is the most important year to every high school student in China. He worried if I could get good grades, if I could go to a good university in the end, if I could get a popular major, if this major will be popular in the future. He worried a lot and made a lot of efforts to support me to have a better environment. I remember the night I knew I was accepted to a university. How excited and happy he was! He comforted me when I realized I didn’t get my favorite major though he didn’t feel good either. Then I became a college student that will leave home and live in the dorm on campus. I really loved the life in the university, so I didn’t feel like going back home even on weekend. I knew he wanted to see me then but I still stayed at home only one night every week. The second time I cried when talking with him was one night when I was in the dormitory. When I took out my contact lenses, I felt there is something in my eye when I blinked. I felt so terrible and my roommate comforted me but they couldn’t do anything. Then I called him. When I heard his voice, I cried. He blamed me that I shouldn’t use that. I didn’t explain anything because of pain. I knew I would be safe and there would be no problem with my eye because he knew it. He knew I was in trouble. He took me to hospital that night. Everything went the same the second day except I understand more about my dad that he loves me.
Right now, I’m thousands of miles away from him and I haven’t seen him for almost four months. I’m now feeling regret to for the days before I was about to leave. I almost ignored his feeling those few days. I was busy going out with my friends and packing my luggage. He just helped me pack, but didn’t say anything about not wanting me to leave him. But I realize it now. Now when I call him, he always tells me he is busy or people around him are having a rest so that he cannot talk loudly. But I always keep him from hanging up because now I know very well that he loves me. I’m sure he feels very happy talking with me. A friend’s story about her father touched me a lot. She said she and her father never met each other. Her father was very ill and he was about to die, he said the only thing he wanted to do is to see his daughter. But this never came true; he died. I know I cannot stay with my father either because I’m studying in the United States which is his will. They spent a lot of money on me studying here so the only thing I can do is to study hard and contact him often. Now, what makes me very sad is not that I’m missing home, but I realize he is missing me.
All fathers in the world are the same. They love their children. Children in the world are same too no matter if we have the habit to speak out or not. I will never forget what he did for me. 9/21/2006 out class essay 1Jennifer Wang D. Durbin Composition level 4 September 19th 2006
Things are getting more and more difficult in the city of Beijing. Too many cars are running on the street; more people compete for one position; only one forth of the high school students can go to college; lacking of resources is getting more and more serious. Beijing is only one of the cities that have these problems in China. When it’s not the season that it needs lots of people to work in the farm, rural people come to cities to work. They can make extra money in the city. Then some of them just stay in the city without going back because they can make more money and it’s easier. It’s a king of natural immigration, but it can really cause serious urban and rural problems. Our cities are becoming over crowded and problems also come out more and more in the countryside.
Lacking of resources became one of the biggest problems in all big cities. The fire power stations near big cities are not able to produce much recourse, and the population is growing, so we have the problem of lacking electricity. In summer, the government once turned off the electricity in a small city near the big important city because it could lead terrible effect if that big city doesn’t have any electricity. Of course it was just turned off several hours at night, but it showed that there was not even enough power when people need to use a lot. Thousands of years ago, the origin of cities was that they were near rivers because they could get easy transportation and water while rivers and lakes in these cities now are too small to produce enough water for the people of such big population. What frightened us is that the desert is only eighteen miles from Beijing. It has a obvious trend that it is coming in the direction of Beijing. No wonder it lacks water in the rivers and lakes at Beijing. They are all originated by the big population and it can be really dangerous if enough electricity or water cannot be supplied in the big city with so many people. People might parade and protest on the street and more serious and dangerous thing might happen.
People in cities now retire earlier than before; more people cannot find jobs; bosses offer less salary than before of the same job. These are because more people are coming to cities to compete for these jobs. People that graduate from college might just make the same amount of money as a worker. A lot of people are working while their jobs have nothing to do with their majors in college because of the severity competition. Isn’t it a waste of college education! What the bosses want to see is just the diploma of the college.
In the cities, the roads have been built as many as possible while it still seems far from enough. My father never come back at normal time like five or six o’clock in the afternoon. Because his work place is far from home, he can never avoid the busy road and it might take him at least three hours to come back while if he goes at midnight when there are just a few cars on the road, he can come back home in fifty minutes. The amount of cars on streets in Beijing at ten o’clock in the evening is like rush hours in Dallas. Because of the big population, there are too many cars and buses running on the street. Inside the bus is very crowded too. Some people always complain like this “I almost became a picture” because it is so crowded and people have to press each other. Sometimes, the door of the bus can hardly close as it is full of people. I have to say that the cities almost cannot afford the population if it continues growing. We are doing something to solve the problem but it seems the cities are saturated because we cannot develop any more inside the cities. For example, a normal street in Beijing has four to five lanes on one side at average. Inside every block are full of buildings of apartments, universities and business or entertainment centers. We cannot make them smaller as they are also filled with people.
More problems come out in cities. Still, problems are quite serious in countryside. Usually, it is the adults in a family that will go to the city to work. No one can grow crops in that case because the rest members in the family are able to live with the money that the adults earn in the city. Maybe there would one left at home so that he could grow the crops, but the quality and quantity are not good. It’s a waste of plow land which harms natural resource because the plow land will not come back once they become normal glebe. When it has become glebe for a long time, the soil will turns in to sand and it can be blown into cities. It’s one of the reasons that sandstorms come more often now. Some rural students who go to universities in city, but they don’t go back to help to build their hometown when they have a steady job and comfortable life in city. What they care is just their families, so they only bring their parents to cities to live with them without thinking any more about their hometown where they grew up. They might sell their plow land to their neighbor before the whole family moves into the city, but what the neighbors are waiting for is not the land but their own children coming to bring them into city, so they could live a comfortable life. Can you imagine that only one person left in the countryside with a big plow land of crops? We don’t have anything to eat at that time. Maybe people will work hard to go to the countryside.
China is a country with a really big population that is still expanding. Lots of problems are caused by population, so immigration plays an interesting role in the country, which became a good solution of poverty but still leads so many problems.
ps: hehe, i wrote it last night. it seems i fell asleep because my friend told me some of them doesn't make sence, but i think i corrected it. please me if you found out if there is any fragment. i'm really not good at grammer in writing. this eassy is supposed to talk about one of the main problems in your country and tell out some effects of it. this essay is just the first half of the final essay (and also the same thing in the final presentation i think), so we just talk about the effects with me solution. i might have mentioned some solution as Carlos told me. i would go to fix it. 9/9/2006 topicOMG! do we have to have a topic for the journal?
i didn' know it until yesterday,Shawn told me the topic is by the end of the quiz of Making Peace.
please forgive me!
i will do that soon! 9/8/2006 Journal 4i'm now wondering what is my favourate thing in my life. before graduated from high school, i was busy studying for that big exam. after that, i've loved playing rollerblading in my university. (well, i'll tell you about it later).everyday, what i'm thinking about is just rollerblading.my major at that time was my favourate subject before, so i had no trouble on studying. but now, it seems i'm not that crazy about it.and what i'm wondering everyday is how to improve english more quickly. i find it still difficult to communicate with native Americans. in our everyday life, we should have a dependentablt staff so that we'll feel we have motivation to do everything, to workout them.i don't have any motivation at all, right now. how much i hope i can go back to my country, but i found it's still too far to come true. Actually, i still cannot speak english very well, how can i go back! one of my friend came to AECI just to study english so that he can get a better job in his own country. so, he has really big stress now. once he told us he dreamt that when he went back everyone ignored him, because his english was not as good as they expected. i think that's the problem we are all worrying about.so now, what i can do is studaying hard!
9/7/2006 Journal3My friends in the Capital Normal University!
I miss them a lot!why they don't miss me?
is it because everyone is selfish? or we are not very close friends?i really cannot understand it! i cannot forget the time we stayed together. we stayed in our dorm every night chatting, complainging about classes. how can you forget this! we criticized Yang's boyfriend and Daxiesu,haha! when i came here, the only way we can contact each other is the msn space, which is a kind od blog. but i found that you don't come here anymore. it might because the website of hotmail is very slow. so i got to use sina, which is a famous Chinese website, but you guys still don't come. then, i realized, i am nothing to you now. i know it seems very mean to say this.but this is what i'm thinking about. i know you all have a lot of friends in beijing. but what i only have are you, my friends in CNU. i often dreamed you, i often imagine what it will be like wheh i go back next summer. everyone must have changed a lot, right? i hope we can still be firend when i go back.i know DAxiasu's moving to my bed means i 'm further to life in Dog's dorm, in which way we all like to call our dorm. i remember mengmeng told me you will tell me a time that i can call you guys everyweek. mengmeng do you remember this? i'll try to call you one day. you know what, i have class from monday to wednesday,i have class in the morning from 9:30, which means i should leave home at nine if i need to go to print something. so i cannot call you at that time. but if it's not school days, i really cannot get up early in the morning. i know three-day-class every week is unimaginable for you, but you know we also have a lot of assignment to do besides those three days. we have thousands of quizs to take and before taking any of them, we should study for a while for each of them. American students do study much harder than we do in China. so, what are you waiting for! study hard, but don't forget doing enough exercise!
Monkey:i will reply your letter soon, i just don't know what to say. it seems i did nothing lately.
Young: your boyfriend can never be your whole life, study hard is more important to you
JIAjia: could you please say HELLO to MAuu for me if you go back to our high school at teacher's day?thenk you
 THIS is my favorate singer in China, her name is Chris Li, i hope you all like her. Journal2I still feel very frustrated about the Journal assignment of the reading class.i don't know what to write here. Ms Rachel, if you see this can you reply me and tell me what i should write in the journal? anything?
well, if i can write anything, i'll write something happened in this week.
first, on sunday, Mr Steven came to bring us to the church as Pastor Fong and his wife went to Califonia to emcee someone's wedding. that person was baptisted by Pastor Fong so he appreciated him a lot.
well, what i want to say is about Steven. he's just came to our church for about a month.but he helped us a lot this time. he emceed the worship this sunday and translated the speech from the American Pastor.
we found out that we have a lot of assignment from the reading class though we don't have class on thursday. TKM appears a little hard to me, but it's ok, i still can understand most of it.
i went to see Phyllis today, she is still very kind in class and i like their class because their class is smaller than ours. though we can make more friends, but we couldn't be very familiar with each other. i went to see her to give her a card because it's teacher's day next sunday, Sep.10th in China. I saw Alice's office just now on my way to the computer lab. her office is among a lot offices in the library.
To every teacher:
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
8/31/2006 Journal 1I feel oblige to write something today. Actually, I don't know what to write down. Everything goes fine.
i like our class very much. we have students from all over the world. I hope we can be friend, but i know it's a little difficult because there are a lot of person now. but in the summer quater, we had just 8 students in our class. we all could be friends and knew each other very well.
There was something wrong with our ecampus system, but now it's all fixed. The problem is we have a lot of assignment now, especially the on-line reading class. We will read a novel this semaster, TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD.I hope i'll enjoy it,but as far it's so difficult to me. sometimes, i have to look up the words in dictionary or i cannot understand what it's talking about in the whole page.i also hope the story will be more interesting than the part i have read so far. the GIVER we read in level3 was also boring at first, but it got better after that. I hope my friends in level3 will enjoy it and find it not too difficult for them. 8/26/2006 all English from todayFrom today, I'll make this space into an all-English one. I won't write Chinese any more here.welcome to my another chinese blog! I love here!I made a lot of effort here. i have decided to move though i can't give me myself a persuasive reason.I'm trying to make everything here into English.
8/25/2006 8块钱的裙子&M.I.T.今天去逛商场了，和金源差不多，但是店面很不一样的，人倒是和金源差不多多，这个gallery里也有溜冰场，我今天和同学去溜冰了，开始只有我俩和几个美国小孩儿，后来来了一堆亚洲人，有台湾人，看上去挺愣的。我今天买了一条levi's裙子,8块钱，还有一件的上衣。其他的没什么好说了，工作还是很难找，觉得自己总是没有勇气，有时候鼓起勇气的时候，有什么机会也没有了，不知道自己什么时候擦爱能让自己完全满意，可是那样的话有劲头么，我们所要得到底是什么？今天看了一会儿一米阳光，觉得人生好复杂。我们能离的开权利和欲望吗？如果现在让我去丽江那样的地方，我会甘心吗？或者只要有轮滑鞋就行？
有时候仔细想一项现在自己的处境，觉得压力好大。来之前的那些朋友，都是大学生阿，更不用说高中初中那帮同学了，一个赛一个强，小学同学我就更不敢想了。我自己虽然没上上那么满意的大学，但毕竟也是经过自己的努力考上的，也是个正规大学阿！但是现在自己上的这个算什么。大专么？那天有个男生特自豪地说我们上的那个college算是大专。那有后transfer到大学是不是就算是专升本阿!我现在还没有研究清楚我要学的那个专业，要是再richland学可能就只能学数学了。不知道MIT的精算专业怎么样，我好想去那！我觉得自己要有100分的期望和努力目标才能达到70，所以大家不要笑我，我说想上MIT，在这里上这个学校比在国内考北大清华还难。 8/16/2006 咖啡壶 Vs special最近看了上海公开赛的视频，每天没事都会看几遍，晚上睡觉一闭眼想的都是咖啡壶阿special啊单轮阿那些高难动作。突然又有了要好好练习的激情，我在想啊，我能不能在明年回去之前把咖啡壶练会呢？有没有这个可能呢，也不是一点都没有吧！觉得现在平花难度发展好像同一个动作要求每个方向都要会，那么我最初练的左边也就不是浪费啦！那个叫KSJ真不是人！做的动作看得我眼花缭乱的。崔在贤的风格我很喜欢，音乐很柔美的感觉，动作又有难度。我电脑里还有大概不知多少年前的一个她的视频，那时候她连小天鹅都转不好，咖啡壶好像也没现在这么时兴。第一次听到special这个名字还是在下沉的时候，听琚磊田朔那几个男生好像讨论动作呢，提到过这么个名字，我也想学阿！
这几天练动作好像又觉得要练会原来都会的那些也不是那么难，毕竟都学会过，我在一点一点慢慢的恢复性的练，毕竟原来练的时候连哪个动作就是连哪个，我现在连还得捎带着脸又叫得crazy真是费尽，练crazy还很累，不过很减肥啦！
这几天网络老跟我们玩好玩的，经常断，要不就是上不了了，经常非常慢。搞得我很郁闷
好像没多久就开学了，我要好好学习了，我要正常时间睡觉了。
ps:看完上海的比赛，觉得自己跟偶像们的距离非常远，似乎永远也不可能和他们生活在一起，像那样的生活。什么时候水平才能想轩翔那样呢？我知道轮滑对于我只是一种爱好，但我真得很喜欢，也说不出到底为什么。因为要追求更好的前途来了美国，注定远离了原来那么愉快的66的生活，但我还是毫不犹豫的买了双这么贵的旱冰鞋，那些高手们一定说我是土豪了。后来的有段时间，很懒的练了，当时真的害怕又想过，自己这样下去会不会有一天放弃了轮滑了。但是内心深处告诉这我当然是不可能的。想想当时买这双鞋的时候从来没过要放弃，只是觉得为了要66，就要有平花鞋，就买了鞋阿！
刚才又做了次奶奶教我的牛肉干，还不如第一次的呢！怎么我做出来这么难吃啊！！！不过jmd Eric倒说还行.希望世震得还行吧,我知道他们评价水平和我不一样，我总是拿这个和奶奶做得比，八百年也比不过！！ 8/10/2006 想起小丫头幸福来了其实这几天没什么特别的，但是想写写，那天周日的时候在超市看到一个亚洲女孩，黑头发很短，头顶的头发竖着向上，其他地方就是一般的短头发，最下面的头发很长，很像中学时的不良少年，呵呵。很像玉米幸福，那样的头发，一身打扮也是。大T恤衫，短裤，总之看到她的时候觉得好亲切。觉得在美国能碰到这样打扮的女生也挺不容易的。其实跟幸福也算不上认识，而且她比我小很多，但是很喜欢他们那种孩子。还有就是这几天达拉斯下大雨了，阴阴的潮潮的感觉有点像中国海边的小城，而北京下雨后是很清新的感觉，还可能会有点冷。 8/3/2006 看到一个人让我想起刘明洋再不写日至我自己实在是不能原谅自己了。
上周六，我们去了Sixflag，一行人有，我，贾琪飞，姜梦达，JaeHoon(Corea),Maggie(Taiwan),A(Thailand),Tep(Thailand)。除了两泰国人，我们都坐的JaeHoon的车去的那里。早上出门前祷告来的，愿主保佑我们今天玩得开心，安全的去安全地回来。早上我们三个在约好的地方等了JaeHoon半个小时，因为他起晚了。我们五个都坐进了汽车的时候，给泰国人打电话，好不容易才联系上，他们说他们刚起，晕。因为maggie说有买一送一的coupon，所以平均一个人25块钱，好不容易排队排到了的时候，那个人说我们的coupon只能在SannAntonio用，晕。我们后来就商量阿，要是原价50块钱的门票太贵了，还要不要玩啊！据说买可乐可以省十块钱每张票，JaeHoon到处去找买可乐的地方，都没有。我们都在向要不要下周在网上买了票再来啊，因为在网上买票也是25块。不过我们最后还是决定就今天玩了，贾琪飞第一个去买票的时候都交好了钱了，旁边一个买票的姐姐突然问我们要不要买一送一的coupon，我们说要阿，当时高兴坏了！最后还是25块钱进去玩的。玩的过程就不细说了，挺高兴的，我，JaeHoon，泰国两兄弟玩得最疯，不过大家都好累的，因为每次排队都要排好久。这里好热的，路边有那个风扇和shower，都是有雾气那样的水出来的，我时不时就去淋一下，还挺爽的。玩的超开心的，那个maggie好多都不敢坐，她基本上一直都没有和我们在一起。昨天去参加个社区的小会，有关治安问题的，认识了一个台湾来的小男孩，16岁。今天他来找我们玩的时候带来了一把BB枪，我们在家里的院子射了半天，我还射到了一个瓶子，JaeHoon一个瓶子都没有射到。他还带来了两个网球拍子，JaeHoon网球打的特次，跟那个台湾小孩打的时候，有那么一小会儿，觉得对面站着的是刘明洋，身高肤色都有点像。其实能看上去像也是挺不容易的，要是对面是贾琪飞或者JaeHoon我肯定不会觉得像刘。不想太想他，可是却很喜欢那时纯洁的生活，还有高一时傻傻的日子。说到高一，那个小孩现在正好是16岁，花季阿！16岁时的我正在学吉他，还有难忘的非典两个月。想想他是唯一一个还不知道我在美国的人吧，至少在我该告诉的人中。到现在这个样子不知道应该用什么方法告诉他，有必要么？也不用了吧！不知道他现在又没有女朋友阿！哈哈，瞎想什么呢。 对了，昨天剪头发了，自己剪的，觉得自己好强阿！哈哈，有机会照个相给大家瞅瞅。这是我这辈子第一次刚剪完的头就觉得比较满意。 7/27/2006 dadati懒得写东西，答题是最好表达最近自己在做什么的方法 01.最近在看的电视---any program on TV 02.最近在做的事--- i just come back from from Houston and i might will go to Sixflag this Sat,which is just like Disneyland 03.最近在听的音乐--- Jay's FENG 04.最近在吃的东西--- porridge 05.最近在看的报刊---dallas morning news 06.最近关心的话题--- job
07.最近常去的地方--- church, where i go twice a week 10.最近的身体状况---not bad 11.最近理财状况--- just ok 12.对朋友最想说的话--- i love you all 14.想一个减肥的良方---do more exercise 15.记忆中做过最疯狂的事情之一是--- 有两件诶！不知道哪个更疯狂，刷街三个小时，这是我争取以后还要做的，还有就是去机场接机，李宇春，这个我估计以后不会再有了 18.最喜欢的水果--- pear&peach 21.你最遗憾的一件事情---加了一个厉娜的群，把名字改成玉米，被人家剔出来 26.你最好朋友的名字--- 茜茜（其实跟她联系不多了，不过想了半天还是写她吧，是我最喜欢的好朋友） 27.你最想将来定居哪里--- haven't decided yet 28.接吻和做爱你更在乎哪个--- haven't tried any of them,so i've no idea about that 30.怎么还没有30题呀???---a question from a stupid person 33.感觉最好的接吻是和谁---of course a boy 35.你有没有红颜知己--- no 39.迄今为止最难忘的一件事--- 刷街 而且你只能带一种动物离开,你选择那种动物---羊 48.给你一块钱让你如何拯救世界--- donate it to church 49.明天中午和晚上吃什么--- 问我肚子 52.想到最爱的人你会想到那首歌--- 遇见 56.你觉得自己有可能成同性恋吗？---sure!到现在为止我爱上的女生比男生多哈哈 62.你觉得命运是掌握在自己手中,还是上天早已安排了--- 是主安排好的 等我有时间再给你做. 居然弟弟的题：你吃了么~？----we never feel full 田子的题：曾经看过书里最感动你的一句话是什么？梦想——装点岁月的风景
7/26/2006 back from Houston今天从休斯敦回来了，坐greyhound去的那里，那个潘师母人很好的，还带我在他们教会一个印尼人家里吃的饭，她家里三个孩子都大学毕业很多年了，英语说的超好。greyhound上也没有牧师他们跟我说得那么邪乎，觉得还是挺安全的。吴阿姨跟我说上了车以后看见什么长得特奇怪的人别老看人家，你看他他一会儿也过来看你来了，还有什么唱歌的，就别理他就行了。我回来的路上还真碰上个唱歌的，可是那个人一开始我就觉得他是好人，因为给别人让座来的，那好像是母女几个想坐在一起。在中国使馆办的时候还是挺顺利的，是师母和一个印尼的Willy陪我去的，师母是台湾人，他们陪我进中国使馆，感觉怪怪的。师母英文不好，还一个劲儿地说你们这个使馆这不好那不好的，我觉得好尴尬。到时候还得麻烦师母帮我去取办好的护照。 其实也没什么别的感想了，坐车要六个小时才能到的休斯敦好像去了一趟光坐车了，没干什么别的。在车站的时候觉得美国人还是挺帮忙的，总是遇到好人。 7/22/2006 车祸~Houston今天下午从su家回来，等着牧师来接我们去青年小组，忽然觉得心情很不好。觉得这些天一个人为
去Houston的事情忙，第一次知道了什么叫无助。其实也有很多人帮我啦，但是觉得要是自己搞定
这件事还是挺难的。开始吴阿姨本来可以带我去的，后来因为不能请假就不能带我去了。我就像自
己搞定，从这边坐bus到greyhound车站，到了那边再坐bus到使馆，再用相同的方法回来。当时自
己想得太好了，可是很难实施啊！当时就像要是自己把这一切都搞定了，那我就太伟大了，就可以
好好跟我妈炫耀一下了。还有吴阿姨，还有牧师师母，还有梦露阿姨，现在这么多人帮我我能去炫
耀以下的就只有老娘和梦露阿姨了阿！哈哈~也不错了。上帝保佑我能平平安安的回来，我说这话
不是开玩笑的，因为据说那个greyhound不是很安全诶！很多黑人，墨西哥人，还有流浪汉，反正
就是有很多很复杂的人。不过牧师终于联络到那边一个师母可以帮助我，她可以到那边的车站接我
，我到时还要在她的家里住两天，当然如果办事办的顺利的话，希望第二天就可以回来。需要准备
很多东西，材料文件什么，学校因为我们现在不上课，这个summer2学期没有注册，打印的地方不
能让我用，我还要到一个韩国同学家里去打印，也怪不好意思的。现在还有照片没有弄好，其他的
都就绪了。
上周五听说那个青年小组的时局（是人名）撞车了，今天的青年小组活动是去他家看他，看到他很 严重的样子，半边脸都是疤痕。眼睛也肿肿的，表情也很凝重，好像还没从车祸的阴影里出来。一
直都美国为什么电视剧里都写出过车祸的人或有心理阴影，现在看到时局才懂。他说，再也不想有
第二次了！对这次车祸的感受，他是我第一次碰到的身边的朋友出车祸的，想想今天他的表情。一
个那么活泼的男生能那么严肃地说出那么一句话，他的感受大概只能用恐惧来形容。车祸真的是很
恐怖的。看着他的脸伤成那个样子，挤出一点笑容来告诉我们当时发生了什么，我知道回忆那么可
怕的时刻是件残忍的事情，不懂为什么牧师师母要他向我们讲出来。就像让我讲出来办护照这件事
情，都让我觉得不是好的回忆，更不用说车祸了。不过我的这个事师母一定不知道我有什么痛苦在
里面。说说他撞车的经过吧。他开车载着青年小组的一个姐姐，旁边一个小路突然跑出一辆车，那
个车本应该停下的因为有一个stop sign,就从右边撞到他的车了，车就被撞到左边的一个电线杆子
上，那个电线杆子被撞断了（美国的电线杆子是木头的很细，不会像北京的那样是水泥的拉！）。
安全气囊就冲出来了，打到他的眼镜上，把眼镜打破了，扎到眼球里。当时撞完车后车的两个前门
都打不开，时局就把后门的窗户打开从窗户跳出去试着开那个Celine的门，打不开，所以就把窗户
打开才把她给抱出来，Celine好像被安全气囊打到半边脸都肿了，腿也是麻的，都动不了，警察后
来问她话的时候，因为脸麻了她都说不出话。时局因为伤的很重就去医院，在那个emergency急诊
，医生要他等一下，就半个小时没人来，后来又来了个医生要他再等一下，就又过了半个小时。医
生最后给他处理的时候，检查眼睛上了一种药水，就是眼睛要是有伤到，哪里伤到哪里就会显现出
荧光绿色，Celine说看到他那个荧光绿色不是出现在眼白，而是在眼球上，当时她就像这下玩了，
不会就看不见了吧，还好那个医生说不是特别严重，但是不轻的那种，就要他们回去后每天上药水
，要是三天过后都没事就好了，要是疼就是感染了，我不知道那意味着什么，但一定很严重，感染
，一个我听着很可怕的词。
希望时局好好地吧！好好养伤，想想他的脸，不仅是外伤看上去很可怕，而是他的表情，让我不知 怎么形容。像个很可怜的小男孩儿，哈哈，每个人都会成熟起来的。 7/17/2006 I've got so much to tell you~i haven't written antthing for a long time, from the day i went to see
the firework on the American Independence Day to now, graduated from
level3.
firework——the firework there reminded me to the past Spring Festival.We set so many fireworks in the Beijing ligong
university,where my grandmother's home is in.The firework here in the
US are without any sound. They were quite safe, and they are big,
seemed expensive,beautiful, but quite quiet,which was so different from
the one in China.Although i didn't like it's squeeze sound, i miss it
anyway. Actually, i think what i miss is the feeling with my uncle , my
dad,grandma,all of them, and with the noisy,horrible frieworks.
time with level2 class——i really enjoyed the time with them, they are
enthusiastic,united,unlike ourclass.first time i stayed with them was
the day we went to see the firework.i knew most of them, but not all. i
knew two Tailand boy in their class, they are called A and Tip.We went
to Seung Jae's house the Fri before last Fri.I cooked some fried rice
and took it there. I knew Cindy,Elien and Andrew there, who are three
Corean, they are level1students so they couldn't speak English very
will.Anyway, i found i liked Cindy very much, shs is a very good girl.i
found i feel free when i stayed with her.We ate Corean and taiwan
dishes,they called it themselves, that day. taiwan dishes!it sounds
weird!they have their own dishes?it's Chinese dish.oh my
goodness,nevermind, forget about that!!
we had a good time that day. i went to their graduation party yesterday in Scarlett's house,who is one of level2's teather.we played games, chated, had a wonderful
dinner!how can we have such a perfact party, but it'll never happen in
our class,we all like to complain beacuse of our small leader.
graduation——We graduated from level3.i want to tell you what was the
finel test of listening like because i got 100 this time, which
surprised me a lot.
first, the teacher gave us an outline of the lecture, of course there were almost nothing in the outline ,so we can take notes
ourselves.after listen the levture twice, she gave us the question
paper with about 15 questions.it used to be 10 in our quizs during this
semaster, and most of them were mutiple choice, but the questions this
time all requires answering with more than one setence.the lecture was
about some profession major, i remember it might be psycological this
time.i don't remember what kind of psycological,it's not general
psycological,but some spercific major.OMG~i can't remember what it was
about. that's all about it, isn't it crazy!but i got 100!haha
Christain——i go to church every Sunday and Friday and i might get
baptized this Christmas, which means i will be a christain then.
dad——last week i read a book on the internet MENGLI which was written by guojingming.it was really a complicated story, but it shows a lot iof things in our life.one of the details reminded me to my dad. I'm now missing him a lot,but what made me very sad is the mind he is also missing me. it made me feel really bad.Mr.Monrou asked me if my father missed me,i said no.he told me that maybe my dad wouldn't tell me, but he may cry during the night.I never thought about his words until the day i saw something similar in that novel.He called me this morning,but i shouted to my mum, which was from some reason that not related to her.i don't want to talk about it any more,i was outraged becaause of not keeping promise of an aunt here.(i know i shouldn't have said i was outraged,but it's a new word i have just learned,so i just want to use it)she did help me a lot when i just came here |
看到这个就让人很兴奋，所有的66都是一家人！脚上的一双鞋就是我们沟通的工具，"66"就是我们的暗号
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